toute la gloire à votre nom

this is all i can come to. pictures of feet or shoes have been a current obsession of mine lately and i didn't necessarily have any clue as to why this was so until today. writing about friendships and feeling so let down today by people really awoken a pull God has been tugging on for a long time. He was calling me back to him in so many different ways and I was not having any of it. 

i have been finding my worth in people. putting pressure on friends and family to be exactly what and who i need. but God is saying that i need to come to him and this foot picture fetish was another way he was telling me. I was taking so many pictures like these, but he was telling me this is what i should be looking at to find my worth. HIS FEET. i needed to lay down everything. every expectation, every doubt, every sin, every thought and come to his feet as He prepared the way for everything. 

i spent a really hard summer with God and didn't listen even though i knew he was. for the first time i came to His feet today and felt satisfied at the complicated mess i got myself into knowing God had already pulled me out by his son Jesus. are you here? 

i am simply vee.