Since my senior year, my heart has been longing to return to Paris. I just loved the atmosphere and people, fashion and relationships I established while there. It is just absolutely captivating. I want to live in Paris for a year and establish a partnership with a company to expand my international movement.
In relation to traveling, I was also accepted to go on the Indonesia missions trip for a little over a month this coming summer. I was hoping for Russia at first, but ever since I talked to my friend Julie, my heart has really been opened and prodding at thoughts on Indonesia. I have never given the country the slightest thought before I was asked to go on this trip. I can not believe how God just takes your plans and throws them out the window. We think that it doesn't make sense or is hurtful, but God just shows that his plans are always better.
I plan to take up the offer to go to Indonesia and Europe. The two trips are completely different but that is what life is about. My heart longs to venture to new places and see the beautiful smile lines of someone that lives hundreds of thousands of miles from myself.
I need to see the world for what it is. I need to get out of this American confined mentality. I hate it. I want to be a vessel. I want to be a pilgrim. God is just allowing me to be defined through his works and not solely the passion or wants of my own.
I ask you to pray for me. I know nothing. I will soon be filled only to be emptied again.
Until further news,
vee.
