oh salut

hi i miss you.

hi i think your delicious. okay cool.

hi i want to be near you. no big deal.

hi i wish i was you. oh wow.

hi can i just put you in my pocket and carry you around with me. right...

hi can i cook you dinner by candlelight and win you over? yeah mmhm.

i'm totally obsessed with you. i carry a picture of you with me at all time. not creepy.

really? cause your my screensaver. oh what.

haha. i adore you. i miss you so much. i am totally needin a talk with you! ugh its torture.

yeah. conversations between miss manderz and i must be saved for all time. that is what a blog is for right?

mmm weirdddieee friends and summer.

i am simply vee.

dos de la droite im où nous étions

Goda di my dears, 

I know it has been rather long since my last post. This picture is from a lovely afternoon accompanied by a longtime friend since 95' miss leslie trujillo. How darling is she? Here are a few pictures from the day. enjoy.

i am simply vee

baise aujourd'hui

Have you ever needed to be affirmed?

Sometimes we think that something we are going through is the hardest, saddest, or worst thing imaginable even if it is rather small in comparison to other's suffering. So many times people say we shouldn't feel this way because it is selfish and not appropriate. We are just "whining." At any other time I wouldn't agree more, but today say no. I could not disagree more. I need to be affirmed. told it would be alright. told that i was loved all the same. sometimes we just all need to know that we can and have the ability to slow down and be affirmed in what we do and who we are. I love the stillness of this picture. My friend Danielle took this of Julia (left) and I. I love the calmness of the wind pushing the tall grass over as it blows. This week has taken a rather difficult toll on me. Many things are resurfacing that will need special attention to over these next few weeks.

I know Greg and I will be able to see each other a lot over the summer, but I can't help but feel saddened at the thought of parting.

i need a good shoulder.


vee

baise ouais

One more note my loves, 

In exactly four months today, I will be starting my semester abroad in europe. I'll be moving into london, england today in august. I took this picture in an airplane gently streaming above those gentle rolling hills of clouds drifting patiently below me. It is the most amazing feeling to know one is going so fast in an airplane, and yet, i have never felt time move so slow. europe, my heart is calling to you. I will be home in paris before i know it. 

Please pray for my hearts patience as it learns to slow down at the expense of missing what God wants to show me. just like moments like these i was able to capture on film. goodnight and may God gently bless you and humble you. 

i am simply vee.

amour sur moi

i am simply vee

je que ce soit pour vous

In due time, i'll follow where you go. 

Good morning my loves. This summer is approaching so quickly. Today is my last friday of my sophomore year. I need a good cry. I met some really quirky great souls today and in other recent times. I felt a huge disconnect with Westmont this past year. My being isn't supposed to be here, but time and space didn't permit for anything else. I don't know how my transition back to life at home will be. I have a feeling it will not be easy. I've been praying about my ideology and passion for certain people and activities and I've been feeling rather convicted about a few things. How far can I let myself go before I don't have any remembrance of who I was in the first place?

Simply beautiful melodies and enjoyable sweet sounds. 

I simply enjoy giraffes more than any other animal.

Summer snacks even I will enjoy.

do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

this and that tinkerings.

I'm up writing a one page response that I simply cannot bring myself to write. I still need that cry. 

Until Next Time, 

i am simply vee

playlist one

1. Beautiful by Shawn McDonald

2. Sunshowers by MIA

3. Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn by Hellogoodbye

4. Strawberry Waltz by Meg & Dia

5. Sunset Soon Forgotten by Iron & Wine

6. Submission by Moving Units

7. Waiting for a Safe Sign by Nurses

All different music for all different people. enjoy. 

Goda Di, 

Vee